aint no bitch . (:

2010-08-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

i miss my gigi-exgirlfriend.

from, your bestestcutestexgirlfriend.

2010-02-11T00:11:00.003+08:00

dear blog , don be dead . lol .

ystd night was great . bike-d to mustafa wif nuhad amy hamzah nora aki ait at arnd 1am .
got my Phillips GoGear Vibe and more other stuffs written in my shopping list .
done wif it , all go makan at al-azhar . brambrum , reached hm almost 6am .
Bahekk .

okae im 17 now . time , will u please go faster ?
i wanna be 18 and stay 18 throughout my entire life .
kae crapoo . (x

details for those invited to my celebration are as follow :-

venue : West Coast Park Pit 2
date/day: 13 February 10/Saturday
Time : Suka hati korang la nak datang pukul berapa . tpy start kol 7.30 .

(if korg tk tawu cane nk smpai , py check pt map (; )

kae peace out .

2010-01-27T14:07:00.002+08:00

Architecture SP .
come on MOE . why have to be so cruel by not giving me my first choice ??
damn heart broken . it aint like my points cant get into Optometry .

but well , it's destiny and im 101% sure im jinxed to my brother .
same pri sch , same sec sch and now same poly with th same COURSE ?!

life cant get any better .

2010-01-16T14:55:00.003+08:00

been busy . till no time for you him her them me .

ystd end work at 10pm .

went home with arfian kamal chun farhan kelvin dicky zul .

submitted my choices on thurs night .

really hope i get Optometry .

at least get me into SP and no other .

pretty please !

oh and yeah , i love my wonderful results .

fuhlermak . :D

2010-01-06T02:18:00.006+08:00

look pretty sick . as in really sick .
Abang Aidil .

Ait Masai .

Amy Cuzzy Gerek .

Family Portrait ?

pictures taken at Kampong .

end work at 6pm earlier . bus-ed to Vivo with Syarifudin cos

he wanna shop for clothes .

well fine , topman do sell skinnies for guys .

end up , he bought a shirt from Pull and Bear

and as for me , nth . pathetic .

But i really fell in love with an adidas sweater .

buy for me , anyone ? 104bucks . (;

2009-12-31T12:41:00.004+08:00

Happy 13th Birthday , Sister .

Happy Advance New Year .

Say hello to 2010 .

gotta get down n start packing my clothes alr .

will be away for quite some time .

ystd was gruesome . can u believe dat i woke up

dis morning finding myself sleeping on th sofa wif

my pair of jeans n makeups from ystd ??

guess working ystd was kinda err , tough ?

leaving me no rooms to do other things but

sleep .

2009-12-29T23:35:00.007+08:00

yellow dirty fellows .

i failed to get promoted . 2nd last in th whole cohort .

LOL . hope things turn out well during th appealing session .

i love going to class .

but wad to do ? ive got a problem .

and it sure aint th put-ur-feelings-aside situation .

dalia came over n lepak at my hse .

met nas at aliff .

its funny how dalia can be sucha stalker to stalk a Stalker .

and dat Stalker is fuckingly stalking an apek with her camera .

yeah babes . shopping tmr wif .....

will grab a good decent pair of jeans .

and oh . i feel like giving u a good spanking on th face

for even laying a finger on my skin .

mind u , its gross and i felt like leaving u alone in th mrt .

2009-12-21T01:39:00.003+08:00

who loves me loves who .
daddy loves me loves daddy .
hari raya o9 . -.-

worked full shift till 11pm earlier . dad fetched me Who n Chun home .
Izan denied dat he's an Abang . lol .
day went pretty okae . my cookshop had promotion again .
frying pan . HAHA . but eih , cast iron okae .
can cook prata . ^^

anyway , i wanna play basketball again like ystd .
anyone ?

2009-12-19T22:22:00.010+08:00

changed skin . changed url . now then update .

i hv loads to say . but summary only la kaes .

loads hv happened . like prom night which hv past like ages ago ,

my gayness of getting a job which also happened some time ago ,

bumping into him at my workplace , getting into trouble wif

customers (esp th one looking for abc mat . wtf .) ,

th release of Nlevel results which don knw why ,

made me excited though i aint affected by it ,

queueing to buy a new phone , obviously aint for me ,

getting new cool friends at work .

basically , i forgotten most of my daily occurences .

so , whatever .

a valedictory say , i miss a myriad number of humankind .

2009-07-17T22:12:00.003+08:00

hey .
ive nth much to say .
let's summarise .
-2nd month wif dearest Boyfie on 2oo7o9 .
-lately my health getting worst ! like omg .
-sch has been great .
-finally i feel th concern of this 1 gd fren of mine .
-Amaths . uh , gg liao . haha . ape ckp ..
-wanna watch Mr Potter badly :(
-PRELIM THIS COMING WEEK !! fuckedy fuck fuck !
-found out smth which freaked me out like hell . :o
i froze like dried ice just as i got to knw it . may god bless whatever i react .

okae bye ? (:

2009-06-25T19:08:00.003+08:00

came bck msia ystd nite by cik bird's car .

i feel like puking when amir flirt wif th pretty immigration officer .

i feel like puking even more when she responded him .

its time i do some clothes packing at hm .

going genting tmr nite . lol . msia again . -.-

its so annoying when someone u don wish to see look for u .

2009-06-19T22:38:00.003+08:00

holidays are great .
alot of happenings . recently went marsiling to pierce .
dun hv to mention th spot i pierce aites . lol .
went to meet abg fouz la . date wif boyfie la . msia now n then la .
alot of lepakkings wif outside frens .
go here and thr wif cuzzy .
played basketball wif old frens . n bla3 .
i miss alot of ppl now .
Yan , Jes , Didie , Harris , Nasuwho , Dalia , Nora , Nazruldaddy , Black , Man , Pai , Din , Royvato , Syam , Sepet , Khairyll , Aisyah , Reina n th list goes on ..
and oh ! i miss my keropok hangus soo damn much ! i mean , dearest nino . lol .
dun be late for our date tmr ~
1st month babe . lol !
(:

i'm glad for wadever dat is happening .

2009-06-05T23:13:00.004+08:00

to me , my dearest gorgeous cuzzy is beautiful during her marriage last sunday .

may u lead a wonderful life wif u dearest hubby , dear cuzzy . (:

woke up arnd 11am .

continued reading th book till 1.2opm .

bathed and off to meet daddy n black at daddy's hse .

we bus-ed to nadrah's hse . let me just summarise .

watched jangan tegur awhile , then just talk2 ,

camwhored , played wif th small sis till she sleep . kiki is damn cute . haha .

then ate durian . woo ! had 'dessert' .

then played truth or dare .

okae let me forget everythng . lol .

nas came awhile n left .

at arnd 9.45 daddy n nad sent me to busstop .

okae im hungry .
so long ..

i miss u so much . :(

meet on sunday kaes ?

2009-05-24T23:23:00.004+08:00

Nino .

hey . finally updating now .

been busy skipping schs .

i hv my reasons okae dearest* form teacher . -.-

went back JB for peace and babysit danish .

dats it . will update more .

oh oh , i hate dat boy who dared to play arnd wif my who .

satu satu , aku sayang satu . satu lagi , tetap sayang satu . ^^

2009-05-20T19:58:00.002+08:00

im going away . very hurt . so please , dun contact me yeah . (:

oh oh , proudly presenting u my boyfie of th century ,
Syazwan Nino Santino bin Ronedin Romeo Valentino .
aint gonna ask anythng frm u . just one thing .
be true . (:
2oo5o9 , ily .

2009-05-11T02:07:00.003+08:00

had dinner justnw , or shd i say ystd , wif dear fam at bkt timah .
and ooo , al-ameen caught on fire !
we had a choice to either eat at ameen or azhar .
lucky we chose azhar , or we'll get burnt alive !
lol -.-
but can be a gd thing cos get to flee without paying for th food .
haha .

today's dear noratika's bday . woo !
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY HONEY .
thanks for alws volunteering to topup for me .
(x

howhowhow . confused , very .

when duck stands on ddr , wad'll happen ?
it dance very well !
applause ! (;

2009-05-08T20:26:00.006+08:00

jb custom .
act cool nia ~

blood sisters .

mind u own ass .

hmt result was rabak to th core .
74.5/11o . noob .
sch ended at 1pm .
no supp class . great .
walked wif khaikhai n he chill wif us at bluehall .
2.3o went off followed nas hm .
mini skirt eh ? (x
came back to bluehall aftr i finished watchng art attack n champs .
lol . super dope .
slacked awhile , man adib n apai performed freeshow wrestling .
adib was like noneng alr . haha .
went up rooftop chill thr .
oh , stapled cigarette ? lol . internal joke .
slack slack then played soccer awhile n byebye to bluehall .

n oh , imma concentrate on O levels .
no more disturbance , esp like before frm dat bloody who alws step merajuk .
i wonder how come i can tersayang him dulu .
sibei eww .

2009-05-05T22:40:00.002+08:00

damn ..
i get tired easily nowadays .
n i mean very tired .
my body is getting weaker n weaker ..
gosh . im so random .

oh .

HAPPY 19th ANNIVERSARY , MUM DAD .

dun alws so cold towards each other .

dun alws scold2 bro sis n me .

dun alws get too stress with things at work .

dun alws heck care our feelings .

dun alws leave us all by ourselves at hm day n nite , even weekends .

we need u guys . particularly me .

love ,
me .

2009-05-04T22:12:00.002+08:00

GREAT day .
sch was so-so .
oral exam was more so-so .
amaths test was yet another so-so .
just looked forward to slacking aftr sch at bluehallie , like alws .
played alipom and block catching . lol !
more than 12 of us .
dint knw as old as 17 also likes playing . (x
sweat alot . damn fun .
okaes tmr chem n physics test .
gotta start mugging .
so byebyebye .

and oh . CHEER UP WAN NINO . (:

2009-05-02T12:45:00.003+08:00

lived n moved on .
yeah , ppl as such is not worth my daydreams .
i just dint get it . u change girlfriends like u change hair colour .
hah . u promises are pieces of noobshits .
just fortunate i dint love u WHOLEheartedly .
therefore ex boyfriend , may u be happy wif u new girlfie .

changed skin btw .
no more linkies .

and oh . those who fucking stand up to challenge my dear bestywho ,
man ure wasting u time . get dis , u'll NEVER win . (:

2009-03-29T18:17:00.002+08:00

ystd was great . met everyone arnd 10plus and went downtown escape .
thr were me , Boyfie , Sakinah Sis , Roy , Sufi , Min ru , Madi n th girlfie Ann(sp?) , Chun n Islam . goddammit kecohh . everythng were operated except for th turn2 thing
so played almost all till like 3plus . for th wet n wild , muke satu2 kecoh sak . xD
not quite many ppl n th weather was like gosh fucking hot .
so thr's dis one time when they went in th toilet while me n sakinah sneaked inside th burger king i think .
sis was like soo exaggerating . "can i hv a very very very large coke . " haha .
aftr done wif haunted hse , we went to ehub n played bowling . woo !
then off to queensway cos they wanna survey jerseys .
took quite a long time esp deciding on whr to go eat .
lol . finally arnd 6 decided to eat at bkt batok .
but i went off hm first since going makan wif fam at seoul garden .
met bro , sis n kekmy at gombak n off to causeway meet mummy n ba .
so yeah , very very very full . (copy sakinah sis abit)

today went religious class n needa finish up hmwks .
maybe not going sch cos feeling unwell .
okaes then , so long ..

2009-03-21T14:45:00.002+08:00

WAAAA.

NASS ! kau punye pon captain .
aku punye pon captain .
apasal sebok ? hahahhaa .
tapi , congrats ah .
oh well , what to do ?
kite kan sisters sese . hahaha .

2009-03-18T21:13:00.002+08:00

dint go for physics . overslept . chey . :P
waited wif syafii for amin . but dun even knw his directions .
so forget it .
went off wif nas to bluehall .
veh quiet cos boyfie roy sham they all went dwntown chalet .
eriq came .
slept awhile thr . lol slept .
had early lunch at mac n off to 2o5 and met black n ziki .
so slacked wif them .
later luqman apai mut hidayat and th rest of pondok guys came .
too many to mention . hah .
adira VS eriq , played dumb . adira won . yay . ^^
too bad , boyfie aint thr to see . hehe . xD
then off to pass carmen th citcit . haha .
wad a pronunciation ad , le pak . hahaha .
so tmr going dental appointment wif carmen then
if not going escape wif boyfie . since i cant go tmr ,
postponed . yay .

nasiki nasiki nasiki . cutestuffies . walaneh . xD

2009-03-14T15:06:00.003+08:00

dint go for th all comers meet . byebye to 1oom .
gastric back in action . ):
serve me right for skipping meals .
imma just be a goody stay at hm till dad comes back .

i need u . i trust u . i gave u my all .
wads thr to judge my love ?
im sincere . i'd never intend to play .

2009-03-10T20:22:00.020+08:00

hah . 930 member ! :D

hello . (:

retarded face .

oh im taking th spoon's pic ,

not u nas . (:

let's go again guys .

tea for sale !

honeymoon ? xD

do i look like their big sis ? lol .

omg cikgu .. haha .

woooo .

getting cold .

night train ! wadda face ppl . xD

he's on duty n we disturbed . :D

unnecessary .

i miss them .

oh hows dis ?

3 fucking irritating ppl .
but i love them alot ! (:

sayang dat hair la ):

camwhore abit la . xD

those are indeed pics frm chennai . finally .. took me so long to upload . fuck .

okaes yeah tmr sports day . i Love my beloved alotalotalotalot !

cos 1 thing for sure , mum will be thr like alws . aint it great . :D

ps ; I Love You .

2009-03-06T18:33:00.003+08:00

yeah . never touch here quite a while .
and yeah again , as wad ive predicted .
it's alws like dis every year . days before sports day and
im sick , which will last for days or perhaps weeks .
fuck .
absent frm sch = tonnes of works later on . -.-
thnks big sis for taking care of me today . (:

and another yeah , changed skin n song .
kinda boring .

ps. im sorry .
my love is starting to blossom but i feel, i just cant hv u .

2009-02-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

update lah adira . haha .
deadass .

2009-02-02T05:22:00.002+08:00

dint get to sleep frm justnw . just too scared . for test . though i tried studying since 1am plus , nth seemed to get absorbed ): gg alr .
thanks nazri . for being by my side . all asleep , yet uve woken up justnw at 3plus to accompany me till now . yeah , u might probably say " wad are temans for "
thanks n sorry , i broke my promise . i just cant stop . my mind go haywire n fortunately i only took 5 . not dat bad eh ? (:

and jordy or jordon or wadever ppl call u . haha . i lost u number . shit .

2009-01-31T22:17:00.002+08:00

yar yar .
got dis one person ar , alws ask me post one .
hahaha .
hmms . wad shall i say .
i dun like rant my daily routine here.
just dun forget my bday lah okaes .
11 FEBRUARY .
xD

ps; i miss , PuNkCoRpSe DiE fOr HeCaTe RoMaNcE ):

2009-01-30T21:52:00.002+08:00

getting outta sch was sucha pain in d ass man omg .
ive nth else to rant here so yeah .
maybe will post some pics when ive found my cable ?
(:

2009-01-25T16:12:00.003+08:00

going off balek kampong in less than an hour . will be bck on tues nite .
sorry nas , cant make it for soccer training on tues .
tell ellie yeah . will definitely come the following week .
okae bye . dun miss me . hahaha .

2009-01-24T15:38:00.002+08:00

supposed to play bball today . but dint .
aftr eating sandwiches in d morng just nw , accidentally doze off .
hahaha .
and sorry naz , i kinda lazy to go out now .

ystd no cca , released at 1pm . :D
go lepak till almost 7 den met wanyi .
nice chatting wif u (: .
reached hm almost 11 .

anway , long time no blog huh .
looks dead . summary , sch has been awesome dats all .

~ mind u own life .

2009-01-07T19:56:00.003+08:00

having camp . 3 days . since mum didnt let me overnite , its a day camp for me .
met temanku at 6.30 under my voiddeck . so took 985 to sch .
sch was great except dat the banding test was like so omfg .
still facilitating sec1s n going on till friday .
aftr sch had training . im starting to love track n field back n appreciate myself more .
idk why , mazda 3's encouragement made me aware of the changes in me .
thank you sir .

temanku waited for me . he sent me back to gombak n got all hungry .
haha . ate at macd n spent some time searching for my lipstud .
potential sweeper yg bertauliah (: .
we searched like hell . finally he found it . yay .

JAWSLIN ALL THE WAY !
she autograph-ed my shirt .
aaaaaaaaaaahh ! :D

2009-01-03T22:13:00.002+08:00

ystd first day of sch was great .

mates were damn kecoh !

aftr sch at 1 went lepak .

first wif nas nad farah jan .

they went hm left me n nas .

went bck to sch awhile .

then go bluehall lepak wif naz roy sham sufi .

lek2 awhile then go away sit2 at redbull .

called mike cme dwn and he came . thnks (:

finished our "dessert" n off to teck whye mac .

timothy saw us n he called us cme like mr narain siol .

haha okae so lepak wif him n fadhli . talk2 like hell .

then went to pee n off hm arnd 8plus .

and tday , went outta hse at 1plus to meet nino .

rushed in lot1 n bought our movie ticket .

catch bedtime stories at 3.10 .

before movie just sit2 arnd at dis near void deck .

the movie was goddamit punye gile babi punye awesome !

got adam sandler . funny show .

ehem . i like the warmth xD

aft dat off to bb .

okae done . bye . (:

ps; are all guys the same ? they indeed change their mind ,

like a girl changes clothes . now they say this , n soon they say that .

2008-12-31T19:23:00.003+08:00

Noor Adleen .

HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU SISTER .

may god bless you .

see , i so nice rite .

anway , gonna be 2009 soon .

gdbye 2008 .

and sorry mr , i cant go cntdwn wif u .

2008-12-31T00:16:00.002+08:00

sickening . i like him , but i love him .
i want him , but i want him more .
he's alws by my side , he rarely is .
he says "i love you" , he calls me "bby" .
which ?..
dear heart , please dun complicate ur feelings .

2008-12-26T19:41:00.004+08:00

how does it feel , when the ppl around u just see u thru . darn , it hurts .

heyho .
i hate mum . cos she aint talking to me for like more than a week .
wtf . kafir kafir ..
i hate dad . for no gd reasons but i just hate him though .
__
whoa . still havent buy sch shoes n sch BOOKS man .
gerek pe tkya py skola .
somemore mum wont even gv a cent lor .
bagus ah .
and i just wonder , wad kinda family is dis .
everyday eat maggi niaa .
parents come hm aftr 10.30 .
boo .
kae tryna stay outta hse since last week .
but they going batam dis sunday .
tkkn aku tkya py ?..

2008-12-18T21:56:00.004+08:00

Rosliyana (:

Just wanna specially wish HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY to dis very gd fren of mine . thanks for being a tremendous fren ever for 9 whole years . rmbr during those times when i was naughty and ckgu awa asked me to sit bside u ? if i didnt make troubles , i dun think we're destined as bestfrens till whenever like how it is now. do study hard yeah pal . hope we'll get into the same poly or smth . forgive me if i ever did wrongs to u . may Allah bless us . all the best masdo .

yours truly ,
amore .

2008-12-17T21:17:00.003+08:00

ystd morning accompanied cousin to buy his sch books then headed off to amk mrt . went to mediacorp to watch campus superstar. JAWSLIN all the way man ! will support u (:
for u , we willing to attend our training late . :D
then soon aftr , joined the others for training . changed into jerseys , tied our hairs , put on our boots and stuffs and off we play . thnx jarrold for the shinguard(sp?) .
after training singgah cck for awhile to meet roy and company . they playing soccer at blue hall . so asked madi to help pierce for me . yay . thnx .

as for today , only went out to meet nazri and acc him buy or return vcd and walk2 around . didnt knw he have so many to say . HAHA . thnx for the 3 vcds yeah . kaes tmr having meeting so needa go prepare stuffs . byeee .

ps; upset . where are u ? :(

2008-12-14T00:46:00.003+08:00

here again at nasuwho's hse . has been 2 days .

wish i cn cntinue sleeping over here for the whole 2 weeks .

damn mum .

hari pertama bising tanya sape nk gosok baju uniform die .

hari kedua org da balik gosokkn baju sejap ,

siap buat air teh lagy , pon bising juge . LAGY bising arh .

mum nowadays . they just HAVE TO find fault in us .

nak ape lagy sak . mcm kutil . extra . gosh .

org tk balik teros baru tau . cbyeee .

justnw went to dunearn sec wif daddy n nas for the saf trial .

met up wif dat yiss boy , sufi chestnut , royfazree and org tukang tindik

(dunno wads his name(: )

cool sak . the field got loadsa ants -.- .

tmr going jogging at arnd 8 .

keep fit ppl (:

ON IT NAS .

2008-12-07T19:06:00.002+08:00

my neighbour's boy came . damn cute lah siaa !!
ive alws yearn for a baby brother .
but mum says its gonna endanger her
life if she were to get pregnant again . :(
dats the why why i nw wants a baby hamster :D

okaes needa get started wif my ss project .
or poor suhailah gotta wait long long . (:

listening to the takbir makes me feel sadd .
selamat hari raya everybody ..

2008-12-03T10:33:00.003+08:00

changed skin .yeah .
okaes ystd there was match . khalsa vs siglap sec .
i swear those siglap girls are gd . nice defence
but they just needa learn some manners yeah noobs ? (:
no offence . they played full gear whereas we
only had our shoes on . and i mean shoes , not boots .
and they started getting all bitched thruout .
and oh , SKA's field which looked somewad
like the cage was awesome .

later gonna watch movie . needa meet daddy first .
relax kae bpkku . theres many fish in the pond :D

; i need ur attention, gdfren .

2008-12-02T12:23:00.002+08:00

ystd went jogging frm gombak to teck whye . i swear , jogging alone is soo much peacful . so jogged till our lepak place . the 3 gongs reached alr . okae lepak is actually gerek , somemore wif the tkc lah kan . (:

later going soccer . khalsa fc eh ? dun sesat sudah, kae fren terbestku ? (:

; i dreamt bout u for a gazillion times maybe ? power (;

2008-11-22T21:20:00.002+08:00

boo ! fever go away laaaaaah . gosh .
anway , kesian ibu mertuaku yg bernama NASUHA .
down wif duck pox . chey . chicken lah .
okaes . i dun really knw whr are the chennai pics .
cos its all over the chennai-ians . once i get , promise i'll post .
yay mr french dah back by my side . heeeee ~
cool or wad . its alr 5days tgt . i knw u guys might think "only ? "
but its considered quite fast eh .

okaes . afif is being damn sweet . cos he said im hot and sweet. AHAHA .
cool or wad . thx for accompanying me to sleep every night . yay . mr cinderella eh ..

2008-11-17T22:08:00.003+08:00

bck frm chennai ystd . oh gawd . HAHA . BEST MOMENT I EVER HAD . kaes its difficult saying out thru here . will just post pics soon yeah ? :D
org kain will be missed xD gudegel to gudalur . cool or wad .

ps; mr french in thai . be bck safely yeah (:

2008-11-08T23:39:00.002+08:00

yeah. going off to india in less than 8 hours. countdwn yeah chennai peeps :D

INDIA, HERE I COME. weeeeeeeeee~

ps; will miss WW1. lol.

2008-11-06T23:24:00.007+08:00

felt kinda sick. maybe not going to sch tmr.
3 more days to chennai. quite eager.
okies. WW1's voice is goddammit cute ! gosh.
please call me again, just to say again dat ur phone is spoilt. lol.

anway, She called mum to inform dat i skipped her class.
or should i say classES. i swear i hate maths now.
maybe not the maths dat i hate.
wahh. even mum let me highlight my hair. a big LOL okies.
thank god dat u saw me playing soccer

instead of attending ur class.
i just want u to knw, its not bout my hair,

which uve told me off dat day,

dat makes me wanna skip ur lessons.

and i mean only ur lessons.
oh nvm. gosh, teachers nowadays ..

and well, maybe bcos of Her call, mum lose her mood and
didnt wanna gv me money for my chennai items.
i still hv loads to search n buy.
and her reasons was "we aint a rich family".
nvm. at least i can borrow money frm anyone.
or the best for last resort is to steal. easy aint it.
haha. and of cos u wont even bother.
good career, big car. rich wad.

2008-11-02T00:09:00.014+08:00

went to eat pizzahut at lucky plaza for dinner. nas tagged along so fetched her before fetching mum at taka. intended to go centrepoint's but no more pizzahut there. so yeah, let the pics do all the talkings (:

part of TKC (:

mum and dad (:

bro aidil.

sis adleen.

cheesy like cheeses.

cheesy lava. yummm.

its adira (:

kies. tmr gotta study for my O level on wed. gdluck to all my HMT mates (:

2008-10-31T23:34:00.017+08:00

hey. dis week has been great. altho bridging suck big times (esp amaths), i loveeee going to sch, to meet frens. lepak-ed almost everyday. frens around me has helped me darn loads. esp my dearest TKC, thankyou yeah.

i couldnt tell if dis was real or just a whole bitch game. i never thot i'd understand myself or experience again how it feels to be hurt and fall in love yet for another time. im feeling very sick now. maybe if i'd to visit the doctor,he'd say it aint no fever or flu. it had to be someone with hot hair, cute face and with style. im lovesick for you, i realize. the first msg was really a bewilderment. i couldnt control myself jumping up and dwn each time i receive ur replies. maybe nw ur phone makes problems or u just outta ppd, dats why no more smses. cupid shot me with dat arrow. it really hurts. ouch.

okies. went to sentosa during deepavali holiday, on monday. there was me, nas, nadrah, afif, nafiis, nazi, rahmat and tuna only. last minute plan -.- . hmms. we girls been chased by banglas. lol. i swear theres LOADS of banglas there. and trust me, i feel like im alr in india.

cekak -.-

hawt-short twin (:

paramore, but tuna is the hayley ;D

me, nad, tuna.

mat and fiis.

afif and mat.

HAHA.

nice shot, aint it ?

us (:

i saw cute tiny fishes here :D

adira, nad, nas.

hey. its us again xD

and again, its us. haha.

see the apek stretching his hands. HAHA.

yeah so credits to nadrah (:

nights.

2008-10-25T00:39:00.003+08:00

wanted to catch hsm3 at jurong entertainment, but was told it closes. so off to causeway. fullhouse man ! so decided to rush off to westmall -.-. but before dat, dropped off at marsiling and searched for money changer.
finally, bought 5pm ticket. mind u. hsm3 is way wayyy better than hsm2. grabbed early dinner at mac and off hm.
maybe, going to vivo wif tkc, and some others on monday. hope u guys free lah kies.
takecare ah eh .. gedejongs.

*randomshitzxzxz: sec1s and sec2s are just adorable. ehem.

2008-10-18T23:04:00.002+08:00

whoa. results were ok. totally unexpected. thank god. hmms. dis few days did a couple of CIPs to cover the uncovered hours. boo. atleast i enjoyed helping the community. whoa.
k and the most gerek thing is, aftr CIPs, went lepak wif the TKC* at our usual lepak-ing corner. recruiting more potential TKC. current members; adira, afif, nasuha, nafiis, jannah.
jgn ragu2 utk tegur kami jika berminat. Terima Kasih. HAH. takecare ah eh.

* TKC-Tapak Kaki Crew.

2008-10-05T10:11:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

raya was ok. exams pissing me off. but nvm. 3 more days and can hurray² alr :D

hmms. i was selected for the chennai trip. best u knw xD. but i not confirmed go cos finance probs. hahs. ehhhhhh. i really want join dance classes ! dk why suddenly the feeling of dancing came back. ehem2.

hey. wanna meet my new boyfie ? actually was my ex but we sort of patched up. hehe. and he's .. WU ZUN. k -.-

cute huh. hehe xD oh yar, i dun care if he's 14 years older then me. i love old ppl k ? :D

2008-09-29T02:50:00.003+08:00

having ss and physics exam later on. wonder why im still up huh. mugging of cos ! burning midnight oil till cant burn anymore. hope i wont be sleepy during papers later. god. why on earth cant parents be abit understanding ? i swear im not going bck hm anymore. i'll just stay here at grndma's hse till they come and beg me hm. beginning to be like my big brother huh. oh wad do i care anyway.

mum, dad. u knw i'll be having exams tmr. why did u put so much stress on me. asking me to teach sis, bring the laundry in, wash this wash dat at the wrong time. fine, im useless cos i smtimes didnt complete my hsehold chores on time. but i finish them up eventually wad. why cant u just gv me time to study ?? i havent even start mugging on my ss when i ran out of the hse at 10plus justnw. i was merely reading reina's msg on wad topics to study when u confiscated my phone. i told u a billion times dat my ss tb is lost and its kinda difficult for me to refer and stuffs, didnt i ? u said i sms guys ? fuck lah cb. so wad if i do ? they're my frens, who's always there for me. unlike YOU TWO who only prioritise your careers, money money and money. how bout your kids ?? no wonder brother often sleep places other than our hm since last year up till now. i understand brother now. and i swear, PARENTS, dat brother, me and our sis is gonna abandon u guys and ur beautiful hse.

raya is coming. aint gonna apologise a single shit. cos i knw i did no wrong. i was trying my very best to concentrate on my exams, parents. you two alws say study is our priority. but wth ? each time i tried saying out my opinion, you guys say im the most rude daughter among my siblings. hey noobs, when can i have a say ?? even if i answered you guys bck, it was not like as if i shouted or smth. unlike mum, who alws shout here and there even if asking for help, like as though im her chamber maid. unfair, aint it ?

mum, dad. you guys often say im useless. being useless is as gd as not being at hm rite ? so nw, i'll just leave hm and try being independent, ok ? dun try to contact kekmy asking bout me ever again. i hate you, parents :'(

2008-09-19T21:46:00.002+08:00

days past. things fade. new things come arise. fake smiles and laughters. maybe its obvious cos ppl kept on asking. anger management getting haywire. this is hw my life is. once there, now is gone. wad happen ? idk.

my everyday in sch seems meaningless now. everythng getting all drab and dull. nth is exulting at all. its gd dat exams drawing near, or i swear i'll be skipping schs now and then. imma just let days past randomly, so time becomes quicker dat way. maybe i just took it too seriously. i shouldnt have, i admit.

but i couldnt face u anymore. each time i thought bout u guys, i feel as if im a spoil brat. the extra one. get the facts rite adira, ure nth. this feeling,, has been disturbing me since the sep holiday. dk why i get too carried away. should i just avoid like i used to ? its the only way even though things stay the same.

weird aint it. crackers, donuts, bball, movie, obs, thats it. each night, i thot about it before getting to sleep. panda eyes is the result. i tried avoiding looking at u like i used to. i tried stopping turning back in class. i tried ignoring ur smses, hoping i'd forget everythng. it hurts :'(

im sorry dat i hv nth much to say to u when u talk to me earlier. i just dk how to express my feelings in words ..

ps; ty jielin for the console and the hug. sorry cant stop my tears yeah .. will thank u again soon but dk when.

2008-09-13T11:07:00.005+08:00

first of all. just wanna say dat i really enjoyed obs. it was goddamn exhilarating. too much to be summarised in words.

ok. hasnt been updating lately. very busy with hmwks and revisions. exams are just arnd the corner yeah. and oh. will be having my very first a maths tuition later at 3pm. yay ^^

now im off to watch 1 litre of tears. its a real-life story of a girl with an incurable disease and dies eventually cos of it. very sad i can say. i cried. lol. credits to rain for recommending it to me (:

actress aya and actor haruto.

2008-08-31T23:09:00.004+08:00

hey (:

will be away for obs tmr till friday. damn, no holidays for me i guess.

kk will update when im bck yeah ?

and yeah, happy fasting k people.

tc readers. hugs and kisses aites :D

ps: cnfirm my face will be super kampong-ish when im bck -.-

2008-08-29T22:19:00.002+08:00

post again cos today great stuffs happened. :D

firstly, x-country was great. even though didnt get any positions, atleast got towel xD and nas, it wasnt ur fault yeah ? so relax (: snap a pic. hahs. still ugly lah adira ..

next, went dz wif paos. met loads of long lost human beings. hahs. ate the food. taste still the same. :D played basketball for awhile wif azmi, ros, luthfi, john, fakrul, josh and some chinese guys. hmms. aftr dat watch ex dz play soccer. only zaini caught my attention. chey xD

then suddenly saw didie hiekel. long lost buddy seh. went lepak wif ros, ani, kin, paos, didie n jes. played our fav pasttime, CHAPTEH !! den more basketball. lol. then bored, so went to jes hse at bkt batok luar. she brought out her guitars. learnt how to strum cinta tiga segi song. baek ah adira. haha. man, i salute both of them. muke hanyut, bakat maut. hahs. loadsa crapping arnd. aftr dat grabbed our lunch at mac and hm. reached at 8plus.

eh zookeeper&animals, set a date, we kluar ok

ps: didie, calling me pendek and gajah braces aint funny k ? (:

2008-08-28T20:57:00.003+08:00

sch today felt kinda short. there's tcher's day performance aftr sch since tmr'll be our x-country. venue is at jap/chinese garden. will just err, walk yeah.

received report books. a big HAHA to me cos i failed my both maths' :D

told mum. she didnt scold but like finally wanna gv me tuition. been looking forward to it eh .. going back to dz tmr. so yeah, Happy Teachers' Day (:

he's sweet :D

JL (:

2008-08-22T22:51:00.005+08:00

someone asked me back to post. haha. so yeah here again (:

amaths test was so-so. most worked out half way thru only. felt like a dope. geog lesson was amazing. didnt sleep during lesson for the first time in history ! :D got some sort of encourager. hehs. ss reliability was ok even though didnt finish it. so yeah dats it for sch.

aftr sch, had meeting wif ms sim in hall then dash up stairs to class. the B fam planning for outing. hilarious. hahs. didnt go cca cos actually need do nyaa thingy but seems like no sec3s. so then joined them go cc basketball court. has been long since i played basketball, so felt kinda funny. there was jaws, jack, joel, kienkiat and jarrold.

was sent to 188 busstop while he walked to lrt aftr dat (:

ps: bu ke qi (:

2008-08-21T20:42:00.006+08:00

my happy stuff (:

had loads of tests dis week. was physics justnw. wrote pathetic ans as i dun rmbr some of the reasons. hope result aint dat bad. tmr will be ss reliability test and amaths test. oh god. good luck to me cos ive given up on amaths just recently. wont bother studying.

was i dreaming justnw ? wushu-er suddenly became so soo nice to me. ah heck care. hmms. jaws .. wad word starts with 'b' ?? dat qn of urs kept on bothering me. lol.
ok dats it. i'm off. tc readers (:

London bridge is FALLING down ..

i'm falling, falling, falling etc .. xD

2008-08-18T18:47:00.005+08:00

moody today in sch. that is why MONDAY BLUES. cos of dat slut wushu-er. damn. she's oh-so fussy. had to stand up during her lesson cos i didnt manage to ans her qns. fine. im stupid. got it. for the first time, cried during recess.

however, the thought of someone cheered me up. reina kept on teasing me so i was constantly blushing now and then. even upon hearing ur name made me go gugugaga all over :D but oh. u didnt come to sch ):

dlorraj (:

2008-08-16T21:15:00.002+08:00

new skin.
still more to improve.
will do it later.
dad's acting like a bitch, so have to off comp now.

2008-08-06T21:45:00.001+08:00

ok let's start wif the summary for the camp. 2 words in short, SUPER BORING.

first day, had dragonboat at kallang river. that was like as soon as we reach the campsite then went off uh. not much new experience cos done dragonboating before. then, alot of slacking around. and i mean ALOT ok. the food was also like so fabulous, i felt as if it wasnt even a camp. ok alhamdulillah actually. then got mass dance prac. my dance partner, JARROLD :D
cool man. ehem, don't jealous2 k jielin (;

2nd day, had amazing race at sentosa and campfire. of all, only campfire was super duper funfunfun ! xD love it. just bit disappointed cos our performance was the worst. lol. i was super high and now i just realised, i love dancing and movements man ! it was suuuuuupppppeeerrr gerek ok. and dance partner, we pulled it off. hehe xD

k 3rd day nth much. cleaning up then pack2 then off.

frankly, sec2 camp was much much better. this year's instructors wasnt so jovial. so yeah. dats it. tmr schooling. feel like pon-ing. hmms. let's see if i can wake up anot.

2008-07-31T21:17:00.001+08:00

fucking cow dung's day. today is my worst nightmare ever. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. dammit. i just feel like vulgar-ing here. ahh asshole lah. first, sch lessons just sucks lah. received amaths test today and i got a bloody hell 3/39 . to hell lah amaths ! new teacher go suck dick lah cb. i was fasting justnw and ppl kept on offering me drinks now and then. wth. then aftr sch did amaths hmwk and its fucking agitating when there's one whore who kept on being damn irritating when ppl just wanna do hmwks. all dat happened, i just remained calmed and act like nth happens. aftr dat rushed wif nafiis and farha for the appeal interview. it wasted my bloody time and the person was fully insulting me, even though its an interview. knn. bcos of dat interview, i didnt go for my investiture rehearsal. pukimak kau lah sial sape2 yg incharge. then went to meet some person. i was trying my very best to just stand ur nonsense ok. but i blast into fury anyway at last. bcos of u, i was scolded by my dad for coming hm late. bcos of u, i suffer frm a gastric pain. bcos of u, i'm all sinful cos i buke 2hrs late. bcos of u, i didnt get to do maghrib prayers. bcos of u, my phone :'( . its gone ..

to anyone; DONT SMS/CALL ME CAUSE MY PHONE IS BROKEN TO PIECES.

2008-07-25T23:54:00.001+08:00

wah damn. veh tired mann. reached hm like 9plus. lucky still get to date with my ma tianwu ! lols. but he super hot ah :D aduhmak. really hate weekends cos no chance to date wif him. dammit.

k sch was so-so. dun wish to elaborate on lessons. so skipskip. went for cca. but didnt train cos needa do proposals in hard copy for the food and fun fair/family day. so leceh. got one time went to 2nd level toilet. skali saw nadrah crying inside. i pity her aftr listening to the story. well then, been released damn early so went up to find mdm rosnah. bla3. went up to art rm meet reina and off we go to IT rm 3 for our interview. fyi, it was an interview on the chennai trip. sial lah. waited damn long for like nearly 3 hrs till my turn. lucky while waiting got entertainment. besides me and reina, there's khai, nick, sun, nafiis, yuko, jielin, izzah, amira, emmeline, wenyi, nas, amiratul, hema and the rest idk what're their names. if all of us get to go, will be like damn fun uh. sadly, the oversea programme only offers 20 students. cb. and btw, bcos of waiting, i didnt attend meeting. congrats ariff for being the head prefect. so, ended at arnd 8plus then go lepak for awhile wif nas till 8.58pm .

ok dats dat. kinda no mood cos got dis fucking irritating flu -.-
will post more often lah ok.

happy 302 days, HoneyBaby (:

2008-07-24T19:11:00.001+08:00

wahhhweeeee. blog looks kinda, err, dead ? k nvm. shall rebirth. chey. hmms. sorry past few days didnt post or update or anythng. pc spoilt. shitty seh. but now .. new pc ! a big yay -.- . moreover, kinda busy these days. lotsa tests, hmwks, ipw and events going on. damn.

k today very soooo unlucky for 3/5. its like somekind of our sway-est jinx day in history lah seh. lets start frm the very beginning ok. first, i reached sch quite late ah then skali farha reached on time giler babi punye. i didnt notice anythng. but aftr flag raising, see she crying so badly. k next. in class got maths test whatever shit. 4 periods of maths. when receive test paper bck, valerie cried. dk why. k next. during amaths lesson, nafiis and fiona get scolded by ms chen. she was like insulting them lah. stupid cher. wth. i really hate ms chen. and im hating maths soon ok ? fuck sial. she was like being goddamn racist uh. g2h seh. this was her sentence "any of nafiis' muslim friends want to help him ?" smth lydat. got more. i noticed dat since she teach us, she's like treating the malays differently. idk but dat's my instinct. can see nafiis was in such a rage but gd thing he tried controlling it. while ms chen was talking to them, both was standing uh but didnt even look at her fcuking face. gd. think the whole class noticed it. however, just as lesson finish, nafiis slammed his desk so hard then walked and banged the door darn hard and loud till the door got hole. imagine dat. and ms chen was just behind or infront of him. k next. hist lesson was in special rm 6. reached, saw cheryl crying. seriously dk why. k next, during same lesson, suhailah cried cos of some misunderstandings. bcos of dat, kien kiat and jarrold fight. never seen them fighting in class before. vulgarities all got. they went and cntinue outside the rm but frm inside can hear cos they kinda shout at each other. think so uh. damn long uh. lesson stopped cos mr tan tried settling things outside with them but no use. hah. k aftr sometime jarrold went in to cntinue lesson while kk just walked away dk go where. lucky its the last lesson uh. haix. conflict.

had supp till 4.30 . i went down straightaway to take pic for investiture next sat, during the family day. then went up hall to join them watch ccks idol. edwin made me melt. opps. haha. and yeahs, missed watching yuko cos she was the 1st contestant. dammit. hope they get to the finals. didnt get to knw cos me, haifaa and liyana went bck straight aftr edwin finish singing.

k needa mugmugmug. tmr ss test and my maths hmwk still not done. cb.

[[xoxo]]

2008-07-04T20:16:00.001+08:00

well hello. idk why today kinda no mood. but loads to say.

k here goes. morng met up wif jan and nas. go eat breakfast at mac. passed nas the boots i promised then walk2/sit2 arnd lot1 cos of some reasons. she went sch late arnd almost 9. me and jan went straight to stadium for 100m. idk why dis year's national felt like not exciting. lose interest i think. k whatever. relax ishraq. there's alws a next year. he was damn upset cos 1 more position can get thru semis ald. idk how to pujok lah seh. ok saw MrEmo there. he walked, i melted. we talked, just a good 7 words altogether. why the heck am i counting small stuffs like dis ? goddamn. i miss u fucking loads, do u knw dat ? haix. u've changed, not like the old harris ive knew anymore. we've been tgt for an almost fucking 2yrs, yet u forgotten bout me so fast yet so easily. whereas im here, still faithfully waiting for u like one idiot. i admit. it was love at first sight. and i started telling my friends i like u back then when we were still a pathetic 11 years old, the year u just transfered to our primary sch. but now, u had so many diff lives wif diff girls, i realised im the worst for u. i keep telling ppl, as long as ure happy, im happy enough. but wad matters now actually is my inside. its burning. i knw ur personality. everybody else knws. frm last time, u often talk big, just bcos ure rich, that u alws hurt me. u forever hung up the phone first each time we fought. i was hurt, but didnt take it to heart. not even the slightest bit, so dat i dun hv to part wif u. i'm letting everythng out here. isit worth waiting for u for this whole 3 yrs or so ?..

since pri sch days, ive alws like

the way u walk, even tho u looked like one sick person.
the way u run, even tho it looks kinda ugly.
the way ur hair looks, even when ure bald.

the way u played basketball, cos ure "kaki bangku"

the way we wore our bags wif the same brand; Shayer.
the way ur spects were. i rmbred it was 'snoopy'.

the way u kept saying u look ugly without spects.
the way u wore dat very small, tight pri sch shorts.
the way u talked. ur voice was very sweet, like girl.
the way we passed love letter everyday.
the way u secretly went inside my classrm to put stuffs u bought for me
while we were having PE.
the way we met inside the library every recess, even tho we didnt talked.
the way u spelled my dad's name wrongly.
just everythng.

ive been all these while, rejecting cos of waiting. for the one and only, Supremo.
that was my first love, a love at first sight.

2008-06-23T21:18:00.001+08:00

has been quite sometime didnt type here type there for this stuff. to me, blogging really isnt a good idea afterall. had a some kind of debate wif classmates justnw bout bloggings. well, whatever. i lost. lol.

hmms. today first day of term 3. a big yay lah okay ^^ . today not a 'monday blues' for me. lol. wth am i talking. k it is cos justnw sch was simply extraordinary ;D i became all enthu today. [maybe just for today okay ? lol] complemented by dear friends bout my hair. thanks yaw (; but also, disturbed by dat don't-know-what-his-name guy at busstop and hisham -.- . tease me bout my friendster pics. so what ? tsk. hahs. and dini also >:{ idk lah hw ur name spells but my hair not helmet kay ? thanks.

first period was hmt. followed by PE. took height and weight. height stays the same -.- . fucktard. then amaths. yay ! new teacher :D same bitbit like miss maz but chinese version. nyeahaha. she also our form teacher. if not wrong the name ms chen. ah whatever. just call cher will do ay ? hmms. then recess, duty as per normal. lucky for the rest of dis yr, team 1 no more morning duty. god bless (: . ok aftr dat eng. den dk wad sub cos mr loi relieved. talked bout BGR and other types of relationships. lol ? ok. cant wait for sec3 camp in 2 months time. but no worries, time do fly very fast nowadays. haix.

off now. ps. goodbye ms ng, hello new cher.

2008-06-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

today kinda ok. wakeywakey at 9plus. me and yan met up wif nas at usual last cabin arnd 12. so late. so alight at jurong east int. passed by d pasar mlm. weeheeeee~ bought tako ! so then took 51 to queensway. far lah the ride but we prefer taking bus rather then mrt cos double decker. childish ay ? xD reached, go straight to the "tattoo shop" [dk wads d name] and found out dat a piercing cost 48bugs. my foot lah. so ex .. i guess i wasnt fated to do piercings lah -.- . then walk2 see prices of soccer boots. and btw nas, its 'kelme' not 'kekmy' . Lol. dat cheapo brand. kk, aftr dat headed to ikea cos yan's mum ask to buy stuffs. bought my soft icecreeeeeeeam !! long time no eat. k den off to anchorvale or smth to hv lunch. kfc, treated by dear yan. thanks yaw ;D lepak and camwhored there till like almost kena halau. lol. so den went bck to jurong, and into entertainment. arcadeeeeeee ~ played d drummm(: and raced. lol. got 1st for every race. not bangge or wad k ? hahs. king kept on msging me where am i cos wanted me to go along swimming at jurong cos got ciknah's fam as well. malas aku. just ignored xD when i reached hm, see whole and i mean WHOLE family on dad's side at our hse. hving family gathering cos nenek cooked alot -.- and also bcos its nenek's bdae. hahs. everybody salam-ed and kiss-ed, all her 14 grandchildren. 9plus pm all blah. a picture says a thousand words.. here are the pictas as promised :D credits to farhaaa. not arranged in any sort btw.

<3<3
us yaw (:

jyeah !

yuko, manting scandal, jielin and ms ng (:
fooooood ;D
3/5 fills up the entire public bus (; cool

the face ..
still the face -.- candid.
us (:
me and yuko chan :D

nice bckgrnd ay.
my face -.-
naek bskl pon happy. lol.
we intend to fly, but we're just way too heavy ;D
me wif the red butt. hahs
otak-otak (:
suhailah is missing D:
khai and nafiis
[frm left] hongyuan, kaiyang, eugene, quanyi, edwin (:

[frm left] chun, kienkiat aka sourboy, jarrold, nafiis, adira, farha, reina

bury fiis.

love us <3 href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hKQudmrN6pU/SFPfEifjkpI/AAAAAAAAAAs/nNhvt7DwmI4/s1600-h/DSC03781.JPG">

[[xoxo]]

2008-06-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

man ! class outing was funfunfun lah seh ! but i feel like our class so not the together one. but overall, ok lah ek.

met up wif reina first. den took cab to cck mrt. waited. ms ng come then mrt-ed till raffles place. den bus-ed there. aduhmak .. walk punye walk, like 10 yrs later pon still havent reach. girlmates kept on disturbing me cos wear [inside]pink "tops" and white-pink striped "bottom". reach ald, cher says go do own stuffs till 6pm. so then all d malays go swimswim :D and d rest go ridings or bladings uh. eh fun lah seh. first only me, farha, reina and nafiis go swim. i didnt go swim farfar cos scared drown like last year @ sentosa. haifaa didnt bring extra clothes, khairyll scared of water. LOL. then later on kien kiat and chun joined us, followed by jarrold. the more the merrier. played in d sea for like hours till hands got manymany wrinkles. haha. no other words to express, its just oh-goddammit FUN. got one moment i go splash water at kiat, then he said "dun lah. the sea water very SOUR". LMAO xD sour eh ? cool. nafiis and kiat do loads of backflips so i wanted to try do somersault. when i do, skali my shorts slipped down ! i turned arnd, saw kiat looking at me, the face like want burst out laughing. asked him if he saw, he kept on denying but the face like smile2 lydat -.- . took loads of pictas.

while waiting shirt to dry, go puffs. shhhh :D . not mine ehh. hmms. then bbq-ed. while waiting, d girls camwhored at d beach. nice one. k then ate. loaaaads of food lah seh. d malays shared a plate ate together. aftr dat helphelp in d bbq. got one time dat sour boy accidentally hit my top thr. smilesmile somemore -.- . toot u.

hmms. ok everythng done by 10plus. kinda early .. guys asked to thon. i seriously can ah. but since haifaa and nurull didnt, i decided to just go bck hm. ride in farha's dad van. thanks yaw (; will upload pictas sooooooon :D loads ah.

justnw supposed to go gym wif yan, but i kinda overslept. so yeahs. sorry. woke up roughly 11. dad dun allow use comp. so rebel. bwahah. went out meet yan. lepak at nas hse till 6plus. watched 27 dresses. ok. but just a tiny bit boring cos i dun really get wad they're saying. slow ehh ? hehe. wads more, d subtitles are like, urgh. ride hm. and now im here. hello. k fine whatever.

wait for pictas k ?

[[xoxo]]

2008-06-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

tmr going class outing @ east coast ! cant wait lah seh !
gonna thon maybe ? wif nafiis, khai, effa and idk who else. lol.
ok. will update bout tmr soon.

[[xoxo]]

2008-06-09T23:04:00.001+08:00

woke up 10plus. waited for yan's sms aftr bathe all dat. she reached my blk 11plus. so ride all d way to bkt batok. kinda hungry. lol. ate at mac near blk 185 (: had mcspus meal :D

since we long time nvr meet, so we go lepak under ^dat guy^'s void deck chit chat. aftr dat, headed to nas's hse at cck. went up. we became childish play wif her hamster. lol. but veh cute lah okay ! too bad, dat animal still not jinak. and yeahs. den ate again ! chicken curry. hahs. go bongkar2 her vcd/dvd racks. fun lah seh xD
aftr dat we plan2 bout soccer thingy. rang here rang there like wad ony. any soccer girls reading dis, we'll be having some sort of training.

date: 14th june, saturday
venue: blue hall
time: 2-4pm

ok. den went dwn, ride to mega. now den i knw hw it looks like. heard bout it, but nvr go before. lol. me, yan, nas, iqbal and isyak. denden go 7eleven buy mee cup. LOL. i dun even knw lah why today my appetite soooo big. haha. kk will stop talking.

ps. im soooooooooooo into elliot minor ! ^^ can i have d album ?..

[[xoxo]]

seishun amigo (performance)

2008-06-09T23:00:00.001+08:00

let dis video entertain u. goddammit ! yamapi looks darn hot ! and kame so cute lah ! xD

2008-06-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

went cousin's marriage. was forced my mum -.- . so no choice. believe it, went thr frm 11plus till 6plus. mum, get d facts rite lah. we aint so close wif dat so called cousin or whoever. i dun really care.

it was at clementi. while sitting skali saw sani. i wasnt dat sure if it's him anot. he was on a bicycle wif a girl, supposingly the gf. so i started smsing him first ah. he said dat was him and wanted to meet me somewhere dat area cos got kuda kepang show or smth. didnt go. lol. found out dat he quitted sch ald ? hmms.

now eyes still wide open. currently chatting wif yan, kina, QY, mr matthew lee [oh i soo miss him !] and zeid; dat guy who wore my skirt and said dat my butt is damn small. dammit u ! haha

kk. think will change skin soon. takecareeee

[[xoxo]]

2008-06-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

long time no bloggeeeeh. look damn dead. kinda busy wif "stuffs". Lol.
sorry kay blog, if i kinda abandon you. xD

daaamn. sch holidays are so shitty. still needa attend classes. i sooo miss my frens. all seem busy wif own things huh. class lah, camp lah, dis lah dat lah. fucked. k chill. obviously, i crave for many things currently.

i want part time job ! i really do. dad hasnt been doing good in finding jobs lately. i soo pity him.
i want go gym. long time hasnt been building up. muscles turned into fats. Lol.
i want catch more movies. wif anyone, i dun really care. just a trip to d cinema will do ay (;
i want more money. to spend it on ramly burgerssss and takoyakisss. yummm !
i want sundae hot fudge everyday. no sundae, no fun xD
i want go penin. to pierce there.
i want go dates wif yan and nas. *guys, my bikey da modified tao :D
i want my dear lil sis to get more cleverer. or i will suffer wif hot-temper-ness every single day bcos of tutoring her >:{
i want a maid. a brainy one. to help me finish up my holiday assignments -.-
i want dates.
i want more dates.

ok. dats all for now, i guess. anw, had a haircut. looks kinda err, funny ? hmms. yan, nas. jom uh kuar. korg asek de camp, ku rindu korg tao :'(

wif love, [[xoxo]]

2008-05-24T11:53:00.000+08:00

hey ppl.
can you believe it dat ystd was d last day of semester one ?? gaaahhhh. but stupid thing is, theres loaaads of supp class needa attend. fucktard.

ystd was a total rush lah. and yeahs, i pon-ed cca again (: who cares. hmms. aftr dat bus-ed hm met up wif a friend. k hope today isnt a boring day. grndma coming here. and of cos, needa flip thru mdrasa books. tmr taking 6 papers ! pathetic isnt it ?
...

last words frm me,

happy holiday.

2008-05-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

went lepak wif nas and atikah aftr soccer. came hm kinda late. k nth much to say except for

I'M DARN DISAPPOINTED.

2008-05-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

hellooooooo (:
today boleh tahan gerek.
skipskips.
mr next-top-model-teacher some sort of passed out ? walao. scary .. frm our class can see his face. darn pale seh. i soooo pity him. heard he was sick and didnt even hv breakfast or lunch today ? was arnd 1300hrs plus when i realise he was lying/sitting on d chair at d corridor outside 3/7 . kesiaaaaaaaan seh ! although he didnt teach us or wad, idk why i became like sooo soooo worried seh. until i block marcus's view and kena shout. lol. and yeah, marcus was damn cute lah the face. haha. only me and sarah saw it :x k back to topic, hmms. got paramedic come carry him on stretcher then can see got wire2 connected to his nose :(

ok enough. hmms. whole day i sleep lah, except for recess(: and geog. was like almost 5hrs throughout sch hours ? lol. then aftr sch, go comlab then teman daddy play guitar at foyer. make sure u sing dat song during ccks idol k ? hmms. aftr dat go change wif jaws. walao ! dumbfounded seh when see 1st floor toilet all d cubicles no door ! is d renovation thingy done or d whole idea was supposed to be lydat ? -.-

thenthen during training, slack here and there wif jana. sape mau layan itu coach .. bt coach pandian worst. pfft. go die lah. aftr dat ask nas to come bck sch. ride on my bike bt arnd sch area only. hahs. waited for ain. then skali whole band guys come out, walked wif them uh. went to mac wif nas, farha, raiyan andand atikahh (: . bla3. bus-ed to int wif nas and atikah. walked to mrt wif atikah. u very nice lah (: . so caring one. hahs.

okok. excited for tmr lah seh ! :D
GIRL'S SOCCER is back. yeahs ! but dis time with sec1 and 2s . gerek rite ? :D
k ah. till here. gdluck for your report book grades k adira ? (:

ps. i now admit dat MR EDMUND ONG cum Mr next-top-model-teacher, is indeed hot ! hehes. he looked so the malay-ish (;

2008-05-16T19:07:00.000+08:00

okay gotten back almost all results, except for eng. hmms. ALL either border line or teros fail. cool rite ? :D
even mt paper pon hancur. pape lah. mcm i care gtu .. cntinue ur gd job kay adira ? -.-
past few days quite ok. ystd go lepak wif raiyan, leeyana, haifaa, farha n nas. k our childhood time came to life ! hahs. den nas came my hse, we do masak2 experiment xD . bongkar fridge here and there. whoa. i dun believe my hse got quite loads of bahan2. lol. k enough.

today, great. went sch by bas-ikal. lol. wif nas. get physics result. 26/50 (: border again. i'm soo not being myself. dun often get dis kinda results. wad telah happen, idk k (:
hmms. I WANT GO WATCH CONGKAK LAHHHHH ! wad seh .. they watching at 7.40 , and im stuck here in my hse. pathetic. k dunwan cntinue mocking. justnw bus-ed hm by 188. walk to bustop frm sch, skali got khairyll and firdaus lah seh. mcm dating gtu. haha. khairyll kept on disturbing me wif firdaus -.- . shut up la youuu. hahs. den took same bus wif firdaus. and oh ! khairyll very sweet can ? hahs. i almost inside d bus ald, he still can shout my name den wave like nobody's business. funny :D

wellwell, going off balek kampong wif d whole maternal cousins tmr morning -.- . i excited2 thot today skali tmr .. wth. nvm. will as usual, take d position as minah burger dwn there. but i enjoy loads lah k. hahs. mum say she bringing us go massage place. DAMNN. i need a goooood massage frm dk when (: great.
want buy my dream sch shoes there. lol. dream on k adira ? (:

k, will be back on monday evening. dun miss me kay ? whatever .
will update soon.
happy vesak day to those who celebrate it (:

2008-05-13T15:27:00.000+08:00

yeahs, live life to the fullest. i'm striving, yet with much strugglings. ppl dun knw why im living. i dun even knw it myself. dun feel like talking much. and yeahs, understand these words i composed myself ..

My days are filled with anguish and pain.
My nights are engulfed with an endless strain.
Through the day I search for a way to end the feeling of emptiness in my life.
Pretending to be happy in the day, fighting very hard to strive.
But then night comes and reality cuts me sharp like a knife.
For it is at night I realize I have accomplished little in my years.
For it is night, even i now realize, is the one i fear.
For it is night, which i thought, my eyes nvr again will open and shall hv no more tears.
For it is night, which i felt, my life is now at the utmost end rear.
I'd close my eyes tonight, and hope, there'll be a tmr waiting for me, each and every day.
This, i'll vow and shall continuously to god i'll pray.
I do have hope to experience more of joyous days in my future.
Dear god, i need courage to overcome dis life's fractures.
Grateful i'd be if you could just give me my everyday.
For me to just accomplish my little heart desires,
And to end my life with beautiful love stories, which are now left astray.

ps. to someone out there, please remove me frm getting invited to ur pb ..

2008-05-11T19:02:00.000+08:00

today nth much. went religious class. ok i miss my kda loaaaaads lah kn. refering to nur hamidah binte muhd zaini (:. ustaz kept on asking me irrelevant qns. i thot i did smth wrong seh. hmm. tmr emaths paper 2. like shit only. havent study. lols. ape-apean lah k ? sooo not into maths. if i were to hv brains like banana, kn senang hidop aku. haha.

and oh hw happy am i, vanderez treating me watch movie dis thurs. cool (:
and to anyone out there, mind accompanying me to ndc dis coming tues ?

hmm ok better get going. needa flip thru emaths stuffs. how pathetic -.-

2008-05-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

today gerekk (: endure my long story k ? :D
hmm. woke up roughly 9. make callings here n there. at 12 blah frm opah's hse off to meet nas. made new ezlink, as mine just lost a few days back. cilake .. she also make cos her current ezlink like somekind of rubbish where i can just flush away n ppl wont suspect its an ezlink card anw. hah. waited n waited for almost 2 hours before everythng settled. crowded siaaa.

aftr dat go waited for daddy n ayie at 'tasik'(somewhere over d rainbow) . so, off we go to marina. jln damn far lah ek frm d stop we alight. k dah smpai, see like heaven punye crowded at d EW cinema. so off to suntec punye. bought tickets, mind u its ironman. if not want watch congkak but still "coming soon" so too bad lah ek daddy. hah xD movie at 6.30 but its still 5plus. so go mkn then ayie blanja us play arcade. eh, aku racing ace lah k ? tkya byk bunyi. hah. aftr arcade, see still got some time left, ayie want go smoke -.- . went out of suntec. nas, kau tkde lesen pe nk jage air liur ? HAHA. i thot its bird shit drop on my hand, pdhl pdhl .. :x we laugh2 like some bitches gtu sia. aiyo. k msok buy popcorns, nachos dan sbgnye .. daddy me n nas sit one row, sadded ayie hv to sit infront alone. movie started, nas go lempar2 popcorn. skali satu popcorn termelekat pt d person's head infront of me. bwahaha. tk rase lak tu.den while watching, she byk merepeks go put popcorn into my nose. fcuk u ! haha. lucky my nose not as big as d popcorn xD hmm. throughout, my hands felt real cold lah seh. freezing to almost-death. i wouldnt hv to worry much if u were to be there beside me huh, just like wad u alws did when we watch movies together. ok history -.- . hmm. skali i become like abit nervous when i felt something touch my left hand. paiseh siakkkk. it was him (: . he kept hold of my hands throughout till movie over. i felt warmth. haha whatever. but seriously, i really hoped someone would hv held my hands, and it just did happened. hw wonderful (:

k dunwan elaborate so much. ehem. ironman was kinda okay. i'd rate it 3 half ? aftr movie, go toilet lah kn. nas mcm2 lgy py lempar popcorn yg tk abes over d cubicle. skali paiseh she wrong lempar. deyy, i another cubicle lah -.- . HAHA.
kk its ald 9plus pm den received sms frm 'king' saying they otw to zamzam want eat thr . so i said why dun i go by myself since its kinda near. daddy n ayie sent us thr. nas joined me cos mum ask to bring her along. k lah, dwn thr cikna's family n nenek ade skali. whoa, my dad treat everyone uh ? chey. and nas kept on like sticking wif asyfa like long time knw each other ald. melayan eh kau bdk kecik. haha. k den aftr mkn, sent nas and off hm.

looking forward to next wk's cinema day. hahs. hold my hands again k ? :x
plus, also looking forward to genY work thingy during june hols. i love doing stuffs like dat. got salary ? cool (:

will post pics we took soon kay ? so long .. (:

wahkao

2008-05-09T15:07:00.001+08:00

my first post. so nth much to say, except to thank myself for setting up dis pathetic blog (:
do tag and link me up aite ppl. thanks.