having ss and physics exam later on. wonder why im still up huh. mugging of cos ! burning midnight oil till cant burn anymore. hope i wont be sleepy during papers later. god. why on earth cant parents be abit understanding ? i swear im not going bck hm anymore. i'll just stay here at grndma's hse till they come and beg me hm. beginning to be like my big brother huh. oh wad do i care anyway.

mum, dad. u knw i'll be having exams tmr. why did u put so much stress on me. asking me to teach sis, bring the laundry in, wash this wash dat at the wrong time. fine, im useless cos i smtimes didnt complete my hsehold chores on time. but i finish them up eventually wad. why cant u just gv me time to study ?? i havent even start mugging on my ss when i ran out of the hse at 10plus justnw. i was merely reading reina's msg on wad topics to study when u confiscated my phone. i told u a billion times dat my ss tb is lost and its kinda difficult for me to refer and stuffs, didnt i ? u said i sms guys ? fuck lah cb. so wad if i do ? they're my frens, who's always there for me. unlike YOU TWO who only prioritise your careers, money money and money. how bout your kids ?? no wonder brother often sleep places other than our hm since last year up till now. i understand brother now. and i swear, PARENTS, dat brother, me and our sis is gonna abandon u guys and ur beautiful hse.

raya is coming. aint gonna apologise a single shit. cos i knw i did no wrong. i was trying my very best to concentrate on my exams, parents. you two alws say study is our priority. but wth ? each time i tried saying out my opinion, you guys say im the most rude daughter among my siblings. hey noobs, when can i have a say ?? even if i answered you guys bck, it was not like as if i shouted or smth. unlike mum, who alws shout here and there even if asking for help, like as though im her chamber maid. unfair, aint it ?

mum, dad. you guys often say im useless. being useless is as gd as not being at hm rite ? so nw, i'll just leave hm and try being independent, ok ? dun try to contact kekmy asking bout me ever again. i hate you, parents :'(