yeahs, live life to the fullest. i'm striving, yet with much strugglings. ppl dun knw why im living. i dun even knw it myself. dun feel like talking much. and yeahs, understand these words i composed myself ..

My days are filled with anguish and pain.
My nights are engulfed with an endless strain.
Through the day I search for a way to end the feeling of emptiness in my life.
Pretending to be happy in the day, fighting very hard to strive.
But then night comes and reality cuts me sharp like a knife.
For it is at night I realize I have accomplished little in my years.
For it is night, even i now realize, is the one i fear.
For it is night, which i thought, my eyes nvr again will open and shall hv no more tears.
For it is night, which i felt, my life is now at the utmost end rear.
I'd close my eyes tonight, and hope, there'll be a tmr waiting for me, each and every day.
This, i'll vow and shall continuously to god i'll pray.
I do have hope to experience more of joyous days in my future.
Dear god, i need courage to overcome dis life's fractures.
Grateful i'd be if you could just give me my everyday.
For me to just accomplish my little heart desires,
And to end my life with beautiful love stories, which are now left astray.


ps. to someone out there, please remove me frm getting invited to ur pb ..